Jacob.

Hmm. What to put. I’m at a loss for words really.
After Ryan left for the second time I honestly didn’t think I’d be able to love again; I was broken. I had about five boyfriends but it felt like I was using them to get over him and I’d end up dumping them out of guilt, hurting them.
Then I met you.
You appealed to me through your individuality and how I couldn’t figure you out. Getting to know you over the months, I developed a massive crush on you

For Ashlie, my best friend and blonde bitch.
For Andrew, the one who made me smile.
For Blair, and all our fun memories.
For Fran, my personal p`ornstar.
For Jonny, and all our Xmas o7 times.
For Katie, and all our times spent as a trio.
For Sana, my Dutch p`honesex b`itch.
For Shannon, my scenexcore w`hore.

For Shawn, Brandon, Drew, Fuzz, Darren, Steph, Sarah, Nell, Ilana, Jen, Mary, Chris, Jordy, Renee.

Thank you so much.

See you December 1st, 2009!

Jacob, I was wrong. I didn’t have a crush on you. I’m so in love with you, and I hope this lasts forever.

that I couldn’t really hold in without effort. I told you, and it turned out you liked me back! I was shocked. How was it that you, uncatchable and as unknown to me as you were, liked me?
So we dated! The best part. But I was afraid that when you discovered about Ryan, you’d think I was using you and dump me straightoff. But I had my cry over the phone to you. You didn’t even get angry. You were just there for me, letting me cry then whispering ‘I love you’.

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Through Ryan,
Through Uncle Jem dying,
and now I've caused Sean's suicide..

if life hurts this much I don't want to live it anymore.
I've been strong.
I don't want to be strong anymore.
Ryan.. my fault.. there's something wrong with me. Why else would he choose her over me?
Uncle Jem. I saw it happening. I saw the motorbike crash. But I didn't say anything, did I? A week later, he's dead.
And now Sean.. I caused him so much pain.. he wanted to end.

Just like me.