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Emersed in darkness. Living a life you hated. Being abused, you hung onto that rope. Barely hanging on, clinging for even a glimmer of hope to hear the words "I am proud of you, Son". In saving a life with all my strength and courage in strife, I gave you everything that I could to fight and find your will back to life. Let your voice be heard. Open your eyes and see the light like I found you flickering like a candle in the night. I stood between you and the wind, sheltered you from the storm.
Clingin 2 a past dat doesnt let me choose/Once thur waz a darkness deep n endless nite/U gave meh evrythin u had, oh u gave meh light/And I will remember u/Will u remember me?/Dunt let yer life pass u by/Weep not for the memoriez. >>> da end <<<
I can't take my eyes off of you..
I can't take my eyes off of YOU..
I can't take my eyes off of you..
my eyes.. my eyes..
so I'll get a knife and cut them out..
- Damian Rice
I can't take my eyes off of YOU..
I can't take my eyes off of you..
my eyes.. my eyes..
so I'll get a knife and cut them out..
- Damian Rice
Rememba da gud timez dat we had?/I let em slip awy frm us wen thngz got bad/How clearly I first saw u smilin in da sun/Wanna feel yer warmth upon me,I wanna b da one/Im so tired but I cant sleep/Standin on da edge ov sumthin much 2 deep/..continued
For you, Chris, are a star.
Let the glow of ur heart guide ur way.
Hope is not found in me.
Hope is found in you.
I believe in you n I know you will continue shining without me now. The loving warmth you bestowed on me, I will always remember. Even though tears stream down my face.. I still hold a smile for all the memories that I keep close to my heart. Everything will be okay Chris. One day, maybe you'll remember me n our two years together. Smile. We loved for a lifetime. Tutterz xoxo
Let the glow of ur heart guide ur way.
Hope is not found in me.
Hope is found in you.
I believe in you n I know you will continue shining without me now. The loving warmth you bestowed on me, I will always remember. Even though tears stream down my face.. I still hold a smile for all the memories that I keep close to my heart. Everything will be okay Chris. One day, maybe you'll remember me n our two years together. Smile. We loved for a lifetime. Tutterz xoxo
♥R.I.P. Pancakes♥
My Furry Luvz > ♥Chester ♥BeeBee ♥Bella
My Furry Luvz > ♥Chester ♥BeeBee ♥Bella
Itz funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word/We r screamin inside but we cant b heard/But I will remember u/Will u remember me?/Dunt let yer life pass u by/Weep not 4 da memoriez/Im so afraid 2luv u but more afraid 2 loose/ .. continued
I am no hero. I reached for you from the inside. Heard your silent screams that you so preciously kept hidden under a smile behind. Unbearable burden and pain leading to your cry for relief. I heard you! I still cry in disbelief. A lifetime of hateful words destroying a soul from the inside out instead of protecting and making you whole. Honoring and protecting him. Hiding in his shadow, burying yourself deeper until your life he could swallow.
Beaten inside and out.
Battered and bruised.
Beaten inside and out.
Battered and bruised.
Just like a shadow, I'll be beside you..I'll be yer comfort.. I'll provide u a place of shelter.. If I cud be yer Angel.. Protect u frm the pain.. I'll keep u safe from danger.. I'll be yer A-N-G-E-L..
In the storm, stands the white rose.
Tumultuous waves of destruction abound her yet tall is the white rose.
Strong in the face of the sensed doom around her and,
She does NOT bow down.
Pure is the white rose in the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt.
I see not the white rose.
She is so far away.
But I long to protect her but only the words can I say.
So I send her my words and my poet's heart to help her when there is no hope to see her through the dark.
Tumultuous waves of destruction abound her yet tall is the white rose.
Strong in the face of the sensed doom around her and,
She does NOT bow down.
Pure is the white rose in the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt.
I see not the white rose.
She is so far away.
But I long to protect her but only the words can I say.
So I send her my words and my poet's heart to help her when there is no hope to see her through the dark.
The way he walked into my life is the same way he walked out, without a sound. He entered for more than a season and I was his reason. He did take a leap of faith then but not this time. Easier to enjoy the bliss that ignorance offers. You cant make someone remember..Just like you cant make someone love you so best to accept defeat graciously. Screaming like a banshee would be cool but pointless. Id rather hide the pain behind a blank stare, smile through clenched teeth and rip my heart out.
July 11th, 2008.. itz true dat bein deeply loved givez u strength n lovin someone deeply givez u courage. Courage n strength to never give up as givin up is not an option. Impossible only meanz uve given up tryin n datz jst not possible really when u love someone unconditionally. Into the wee hourz.. you keep prayin waitin n hopin for the light to shine thru the darkness.. holdin onto his hand n not lettin go.. tryin to save a life.. Precious n amazin to me n all who have been touched by him..
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Sep 2, 2004
Chester da Cheshire Cat -smirkz-
