we'll just have to wait and see i guess?

and hope that you don't fall for me in person.

i know, but it doesn't really change that things have happened now and everythings gone to complete shit with me and you.

because i still did have feelings for you then and it seemed like it was going to be like every other time its gone to shit with us and it's ended up ok so i just chose you.. and kind of ignored that things could end up ok with ant.

i didn't think it'd end well, i just tried not to think about how it was going to end.. because after i chose you over him i kind of knew it was going to not end good? i gues i knew that he was going to ask me out sometime but after i chose you again i didn't know how to like... change things again because i'd have to hurt you again but then i'd been saying that i didn't want to hurt you so it just kind of blew up in our faces now.

i won't.
i really won't.
i've kind of learnt that that is really not the best thing to do?

i promise you that i still care.
if i'm being honest, if i didn't give a shit about this anymore i'd just might as well leave everything of my internet life and go to my real life but i'm not going to do that because i still want to know and talk to you and i still want you in my life in some way.
you can do whatever you like to me now, i should just kind of expect instead of try to get you to not do it because i know it's what you should do to me.

why would you regret it if it's what you wanted to do to me though? you want me to hurt like i hurt you. whether it was heartless or not what i did to you was pretty fucking heartless so you shouldn't really give a shit. i kind of wonder if you still even care about me.

i already know that i don't have to give a fuck about you or what you say anymore but i still do.
and that you said you regretted saying some of the things you said last night and making that thread, i don't really think you do.

you're doing exactly what you want to do which is make me feel fucking horrible and you're doing a great job of it.

well it hasn't really been a brief moment of feeling like shit, i've kind of felt like this since last night so you're doing whatever it is you want to do right.

:) oh ok.

hurry up. ._.

show me or i'll cry.

baby kiss me through the phoneeee
i'ma see you later onnnn

falls over

i missssssss you.

oh, nothing special.

hi i can't wait til new years.
just saying.

:] Click here<3
I
HEARD
THAT
THERES
SOMEONE
GOIN
AROUND
LEAVING
LONG
COMMENTS
THAT
MAKE
PEOPLES'
PAGES
LIKE
STUPID
LONG
I
DONT
KNOW
WHO
THEY
ARE
WHY
THEY'RE
DOING
IT
BUT
IM
JUST
GIVING
YOU
A
HEADS
UP
BUT
DON'T
WORRY
I
WOULDN'T
DO
THAT
TO
YOU
BECAUSE
I
THINK
THAT
IT
IS
VERY
VERY
RUDE
AND
IGNORANT
DONT
YOU?

hm. i just text you about a minute ago saying "why were you awake at nearly 5am?" or something.

stop kissing me you freak