Inutilely

    The beautiful little things nobody else takes any interest for in life is what keeps me going.
    I probably hate you, but seriously give me a reason not to.
    I'm not like most people my age.
    School sucks balls,
    And so do I.
    So stfu dude.

    The End.

    The ambulance is singing as cops push back the crowd. I start to take my last breath as blood pours out my mouth. The medics walk in my way, I think this could be it. I hear them start to state, "The time of death is half past six." My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin. I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine. It almost makes me feel at home, but they slowly steal my soul. I tell him I still feel alone. Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole.

    Mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us, as we grasp them by the blade or the handle.

    I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge -- myth is more potent than history -- dreams are more powerful than facts -- hope always triumphs over experience -- laughter is the cure for grief -- love is stronger than death.

    To fly, we have to have resistance.

    "Man is not disturbed by events, but by the view he takes of them." -Epictetus

    Say your name.
    Try to speak as clearly as you can.
    You know everything gets written down.
    Nod your head.
    Just in case they could be watching.
    With their shiny satellite.
    I hope they cannot see.
    The limitless potential.
    Living inside of me.
    To murder everything.
    I hope they cannot see.
    I am the great destroyer.
    Turn it up.
    Listen to the shlt they pump into your head.
    Filling you with apathy.
    Hold your breath.
    Wait until you know the time is right on time.
    The end is near.

    A priest is rushing to my side
    Begins to read me my last rites
    Father you're too late
    My faith is weak
    So won't you save your half-hearted speech.
    I'm the arrow, shot straight to hell from the bow of William Tell.
    My body lies kissing the ground
    Like a cross turned upside down
    A man bends down and says, "Son we're gonna get through this one take my hand and let us pray."
    I scream, "Please get the fuuck away."

    I've got something to say
    About the family that I've lost
    I hope my mother and my father think
    That they raised a healthy boy
    Who needs the help of a shrink
    To even leave the house?

    And oh my God, I've lost control
    I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
    To feel at all
    I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
    I just thought you
    I just thought you should know
    I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know

    Art, originality, and creativity play huge roles in my life; anyone who has their own style and can actually think for themselves is a cool person in my eyes; I'm really into poetry, literature, and photography also; Labels and posers are two of the biggest things on my hate list (which is abnormally long); Fuuck and shiit are fawesome words; I'm Rachel, and nobody else; I think deeply about everything I do and say, and I look at every point of views of things.

    My name isn't Rachel, and i'm not twelve years young. I really couldn't care less what you think of me; so you can take that label and shove it back up your aass. Music is my life. I'm into rock, metal, emo, punk, screamo, indie, etc etc. Some favorites are Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Underoath, Slipknot, Hawthorne Heights, The Used, Armor For Sleep, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab For Cutie, Senses Fail, Snow Patrol, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, blah blah blah.

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    • sophia601
      sophia601

       
      May 8, 2008 1:24:41 PM
    • sophia601
      sophia601

      hi

       
      May 8, 2008 1:24:26 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      YoNess.

       
      Apr 12, 2008 8:04:42 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Tu Madre.

       
      Apr 1, 2008 6:31:19 PM
    • Inutilely
      Inutilely

      If you're fuucking 555 then i'm 666.

       
      Mar 29, 2008 7:33:49 PM
    • Inutilely
      Inutilely

      What the hell am I doing?
      Is there anyone left in my life?
      What the fuuck was I thinking?
      Anybody want to tell me Im fine?
      Where the hell am I going?
      Do I even need a reason to hide?
      I am only betrayed
      I am only conditioned to die

       
      Mar 29, 2008 7:31:40 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Yer Mom?

      lol

       
      Mar 27, 2008 8:50:22 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      my computer is shiit D:

      :\

       
      Mar 26, 2008 9:53:57 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Woh. 20

       
      Mar 25, 2008 10:27:00 AM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Talk more k?

      lol

       
      Mar 25, 2008 10:26:49 AM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      U got skool this week HAHHAHAHAHAAH i dun i on spring break. lol

      but ily rach       ♥

       
      Mar 25, 2008 10:26:12 AM
    • DeathDate
      DeathDate

      You sound like a brilliant person.

       
      Mar 24, 2008 8:58:45 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Rach U r My Bestest friend i dunno wat i would do w/o u (: ♥

       
      Mar 23, 2008 10:43:38 AM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      Hot Pockets = Yummy Quick Food (:

       
      Mar 21, 2008 7:33:06 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      my back hrts lol

      the last hour of skool today was teachers vs 8thgraders playing volleyball for girls and basketball for boys it suxed and then again it didn't but then again it did.

       
      Mar 20, 2008 4:22:44 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      so u gonna stay up all night?

      cause i am [[ If my dad/mom doesn't yell @ me to go to bed ]]

      but i need sugar.... Hmmm -Twitch-

       
      Mar 20, 2008 4:14:29 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      totally go on tomorrow or stay up all night tonite (: and u won't be annoying me! We would be havin FUN!

       
      Mar 20, 2008 4:08:43 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      IT IS SpRiNg BREAK 4 ME (: YAAAAAAY

      Gonna be Reading A LOT of Twilight lol

       
      Mar 20, 2008 4:02:45 PM
    • Inutilely
      Inutilely

      You fuucking idiot, Rachel.
      Go die.

       
      Mar 19, 2008 8:21:53 PM
    • iluvu98798
      iluvu98798

      So. We have 2 Fuucken days till Spring Break

      THANK GOD! Edward + Bella = <33

      Tell me wen u get the book!!

      Prob gonna quote from "Twilight" in next msg (:

       
      Mar 18, 2008 7:35:52 PM