JessicaBBY

    Hi Jessica.
    Today is August 1st 2008 at 5:13 in the morning. You're staying up mad late because you're not tired. You like, Dylan Werle a little bit, but would never tell him because you dont want to ruin anything with that whole family. Ugh, Well.. You honestly dont have any bestfriends and youre family has no money and might loose the house or something soon. bobba, I hate money so badly. Uhm, The washer machine is on the fritz... Mad ghetto. You're not sure what to beliece in anymore.. <3YOU

    1 ticket to forever please.

    Something looks different about this sky,The clouds look dull, the rain is weak, the sun isnt shineing as bright as it use to. This air is grimey and black, It pours into my lungs and they begin to collapse. I just want someone to save me, and bring me far away.. Possibly to forever?

    This is the poem I entered in the poem competition. ;D!

    I have a ton of notes, that I don't want to waste. So I will fill them up with random shhittt that I will hide and read back upon in the years to come. Hi self of the "future."
    You played this game from 12-13.. and almost 14, thats lame. ;]

    Atm; you like this boy named adam, and this boy named mike.. adam is conners twin brother and mike is their friend.
    You stayed home today from school, and you quit today :o ;D

    Its a good thing.
    AND SOME BOY NAMED JUSTIN CALLED YOU CUTE. ;D

    Hi Jessica.
    Its July 14th 2008, and this is your favorite song at the momement.

    Cake Eater, by Four Letter Lie

    Every time I see these faces without me
    It’s not the weather making my bones cold
    There’s no feeling in your own skin
    You’re so easy, so easy, so easy

    If you feel like letting go to be alone then take things slow
    It’s exactly how were meant to be a waste of time
    Without a second try.

    oHayDereLoves. :]
    TODAY; April 8th TwoThousand & Eight.
    I quit. :]
    Heres a list of whom I'll miss. ;l
    ASHLEY (noodles)
    TIFFANY (shiffty)
    ADAM( sht business?! gafrogalittle)
    BLAKE(tosser?)
    KYLER(riely? ;D)
    COLLEEN(but Ill talk/see you irl.)
    BECCA(uhm we talk irl so we chill)
    TIM (PRUPLE!)
    JULIE/JEWLS(ZOOMzingBAM)
    KAI(1234?!? ;D)
    KRIS(JEWCYCLE)

    There is more bbys, but thats all of who I can think of atm.. D: &&; thats not in any order<3
    ILYALL

    I'll make a fake account and get adam to love her, or tim.. or something. :]
    Because, I want to talk to tim again.. because I acutally liked him a lot a while back. D:
    Ew. but its all good though.
    l; I will miss certain things from this WONDERFUL game, but yeah. ;l<3
    i have a bobbaing lot of words left to type..
    172and jank..
    i think its dumb that you only have 500 words to type, and sometimes you have more to say than that little ammount. D:
    Well i have 21 -11 now.
    BYE<3

    I quote things all the time, half of the time I don't even realize it. I write a lot. I haven't had a dream that I remembred since about 4th grade this is the dream: Me jumping out of a window into a pile of leaves, then I fly back up into the air into another house which is a glass house, and this boy with no face throws a rock the house shatters.. and we run away holding hands into darkness. From then on, I've tried to figure out what it meant..still have'nt yet. :l

    Summer day's lying in the grass, the world seemed bigger then. I could never find a word for that feeling, until he told me his name. It's what perfect means to me. He smiled at me last night, rubbing his finger in the palm of his hand. That's when I knew I was dreaming. I can't dream anymore.

    The skyline whispers his promises, the same lie each night.

    Sup?!?
    Hiya, I'm Jessica :]
    My birthday is MAY SECOND! so get me something. I think way to much for my own good. && I don't express myself that much because I never know how I feel. I don't think a paragraph could really describe anyone, but I'm willing to try. I'm random and sometimes I confuse myself. I'll give anyone a chance if they give me one back. Half of the time anyone talks to me I'm lost in thought. If you want to know more just ask SILLY :] ;]

    To the love, I left my conscience pressed
    Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer

    "What did it ever do for me" I say
    It never calls me when I'm down
    Love never wanted me
    But I took it anyway

    Put your ear to the speaker
    And choose love or sympathy
    But never both, no

    To the love I left my conscience pressed
    Through the keyhole I watched you dress
    Kiss and tell
    (Loose lips sink ships)

    MUSIC IS MY EVERYTHING.

    DearJessica;
    Hi self, its April 8th TwoThou&8.
    You're 13 going on 14 in less than a month. :]
    HappyEarlyBirthdayLoveee. :]
    So, Jess. You like 3 boys A LOT right now.
    And becca n' colleen are in a fight atm, and you dont want to get dragged into it, so you push off the subject. Well, people are dumb and colleen has a bobbaing fake habbo boyfriend whom you dont like because he flirts with you, and its scary, becca might be going out with john again. i hope he doest hurt her. <3 LOVEMUCHBBY

    singing, liveing, danceing, boysss, bestfriends, fun, cooking, gum, coloring, music, Heartbeats <3, nikes, movies, fashion, laptops, art, you, bestfriends, nail polish, Fall out boy, BedLight For BlueEyes.

    Those things complete my life. && I love that. <3

    Quitting randomally, just because.. things change.. and I dont think I can handle all this change for much longer.

    So heres my aol screen name so we can talk.
    && my myspace.

    Aol= ourxxmixedtape -OR- jess is b0ss
    0= zero. :D

    Myspace = /itsjessface

    If you look at my myspace, you must add me :]

    And, i.m. me.. i'll answer, just tell me who you are. :D

    I'm shy, and quiet.. but once I let you into my comfort zone.. im a crazy motherfuuckaa. :]
    I've come to learn that life is a biitcch, and then you die. Most people, are fake.. others lie like CRAZY. But some, well they are your bestfriends.. the ones you sleep over at their house everyweekend and are comfortable to do about ANYTHING with. From playing monoply to running outside screaming pennis so loud your old neighbor comes out and laughs at you. I love my bestfriends.

    Music
    The Audition
    Normal Like You
    Cobra Starship
    Chiodos
    Say Anything
    Motion City Soundtrack
    Fall Out Boy
    All Time Low
    The Higher
    The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
    Greely Estates
    Mozart Season
    Madina Lake
    &&& A TON MORE :] ;] :]

    OHAYDERE.
    :]


    Dear Kids;
    Please stay bbobbaal. <3
    Be b0ss for lyfe.

    Don't change much, I might come and check the homepage once in a blue. :]
    So, leave something nice once, in a while.. I'll make sure to reply to you!

    "There's a patch of blue in the stormy sky,
    A memory of a brighter time,
    When everything was new, and less watered down,
    Before the summer turned to brown."

    Please remember, music is love, love is everything. <3

    Don't forget all those grand things I've said over the whole time of me playing the "GRAND" Game.

    Some of my "friends" have stuck by me for a LONG time.. others faded.

    New friends have been there for me like they are glued to my hip.

    Don't blink, don't close your eyes,
    But most of all don't apologize.
    It's me who's got the demons to wrestle now.


    Music will always be my world.

    Don't change yourself loves<3
    I WILL MISS YOU. :]

    Thank God I don't think out loud Too many thoughts in my head, Right now, Mostly concerning the moonlight As it dances across your neck. I'm out of practice And you smell like roses. I'm the mortal soldier Your queen of hearts All that I want is to show you how you you're nothing like all of them tell you.
    To be more than just a cricket on your shoulder, A little closer. Feelings choke me Don't let me leave without a word, Never give in, I've been letting my mind win the war with my my heart.

    I love my Bestfriends, they know how to cheer me up when I'm down. Im the kind of person.. that would live in a shhitt hole just to give someone else a better life. I'd stop loving a person so they could be with who they truley love. . When I "grow up" I want to move to Uguanda, and help all the starving children.. and help the families. I'd rather see other people happy.. then seeing myself happy.. Because I guess I dont love myself. But Im okay with that.

    Well, we all knew that this day would come.
    The day, that I left. It's a good thing that I left when I had the chance, when no one was on so that I would'nt get yelled at by the kids who will miss me. But, serisouly.. who would want to miss me? Of all people?!?

    But, its nice to know that SOMEONE out there will miss me.

    This game isnt that horrible.. You just have to brace yourself to run into some rude kids. But, other than that.. I had a great time on this game. <3 so many memories.

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    • ,,Blake,,

      <98546!

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      yeah, you can still worry.. if you want.
      haha :S is like a worry face or something lol

      you winning?
      uh no.

      im gonna win, not you hahah
      no, your not a loser.. i just said you were o;
      i lied.

      me = winner.

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      <6007!
      Hahah yeah i can grow one.. but but
      i don't want too :) haha
      EXCUSE YOU!?!
      blake is the winner.
      JESSICAA IS A WEINER.

      :( i know my typing isn't the greatest haha Jeeze

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      JESSICA LOVES MY MESSAGES.

      haha :)


      BYEE JESSICAAA!

      the loser, who never wins :)

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      PFFT.

      i made it up jessica.

      so i win
      not you

      ENOUGH SAID.

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      & don't be sorry, its not your fault & don't be sad either :) yeah we are talking but still its all weird when shes around :S
      cos i dunno, she confuses me ;l
      Annd yeah she said she didn't know how to handle it at all
      SO YOU WERE RIGHT haha,
      -thumbs upp.
      haha well i worry alot so maybe that's why im worried about her,
      and shes emily, so yeah i always worry
      if that makes any sense :S

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      not IA

      i meant to say IS

      haha :(

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      <6005! baha.
      yeah, that's right kidd. mine is better :)
      :O
      JESSICA IA A LOSER.
      BLAKE IS THE REAL WINNER.
      hahha.
      YOU WEINERRR.
      that made me laugh hahah.

       
    • JessicaBBY

      LOL AT COLLEEN!

       
    • Colleeenn

      yall r juz fagass

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      & uh i am always going to win.
      since i made it upp.. wait, did i?
      well i think i did ahaha

      SO I DID.
      i win :]

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      um me annd the girl D;
      we had this massive fight that stuffed up Everything.. and i mean everything D;
      so she avoided me & i told her how much she ment to me blah blah blah all that stuff & now we are kinda getting back to normal but yeah im kinda worried about her.. so yeah
      its super duper gay.

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      <6001!

      haha you make me laugh jessica. :)
      your mousthache's voice is grand :)
      but mine is so betterrr!
      hahah.
      & it would worry me if you actually WANTED to grow one D;
      ILOVEYOUTOOJESSICAAA & ONEMORE;;A!
      haha
      and nah, i win you loser (: haha our plans. ohyes.

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      WELL I DON'T HATE JESSICA.

      because, im nice :)

      <5388!

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      haha yeah, keep each other updated :D im doing alright.. what about you SINGING BUDDY!
      i miss you too D;
      A L O T.
      <JESSICAA146jft9jdrft78953p5fujnj. oh wow.
      i so win haha
      yeah his voice is abit creepy :S
      hahah you love it, i mean whatt Lol.
      Our plans are the greatest. :)
      RIDING ON KANGAROOS.
      so fun haha & swimming
      OHYES.

       
    • JessicaBBY

      Open me up
      This is just how I imagined it would be
      The weight on my shoulders
      Pulls me deeper in, deeper into the ground
      Honestly did you really think we’d make it out of here alive?
      Are we living?
      What’s inside?
      Is this the best that you can do?

      Come show me life
      I’ve been here sleeping

      This is eating me alive
      I can’t forgive myself
      Bring me back to the ground
      Would it kill you to be by my side?

       
    • JessicaBBY

      It’s not the weather making my bones cold.

       
    • JessicaBBY

      You’re gonna get yourself hurt she said
      I must be the man I’ve never been
      Do you get that feeling?
      This feelings lost and will this ever end?
      If his heart is still beating, leave me to handle it
      Until my conscience is free and clear

      How could this suffering take the place of a loved one?

      By now my arms are spread so thin
      Why do you hang this over my head?
      You know you did this to yourself
      I swore I’d never see this place again

       
    • JessicaBBY

      If you feel like letting go to be alone then take things slow,
      It’s exactly how were meant to be a waste of time
      Without a second try...

      <3

       
    • ,,Blake,,

      <897

      Batman says Hi :)

       

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    JessicaBBY
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