Jakie wiadomości? Nie mogę Cie złapać w habbo :L

elo,
co się nie odzywasz?

Cześć polaczko :D

And lastly, Asia.. I wanted you to listen to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JV1k_j99qXU

The lyrics just relate to me. Listen to them.
Goodbye, old friend :)

Do you know how much it hurts? It's a pain that can't be described by anything, nothing in this world can describe it.

Knowing that the night before my birthday, things abruptly ended, it just tears me apart.

I'd go now, and I still welcome you back, if you ever want to.... or if you ever decide to. You're always welcome to...

And I wish I could go back in time, reverse everything I did, and still have you. But no, it's life, and it will beat me down till i'm on my knees, and make me spurt blood till I beg for mercy, and hurt me over and over till my heart runs of out blood to cry.

So for me, there are no 2nd chances. But for you, there would be a thousand chances, or countless. Everyday I hoped, every single day, that you'd forgive me, but no...
Tomorrow is my birthday, so much for losing you on a night before it.

Torment is what I had in destiny, I guess.
When you told me we can't be friends, I lost hope and I was crushed. And so I didn't know how to forget about you, so I tried to make you feel bitter and get your hate, so I would just forget you and move on.

But I didn't know why I did that.. I don't know how to explain it. I'm weak, it's like I fall to my knees when you do something that would make me shatter. I'm vulnerable to you. You're my weakness..

And your messages, well heh. Maybe i'll read them once in a while to bring a smile to my face. But I don't even know if I have the courage to look back at them, or at least think of our memories. I don't have the courage, tbh. Everytime I think of it, it makes me want to kill myself and go suicid-e

Goodbye... i don't know if one can hate so quickly, it's impossible for me. And I wish I could die, there's no point in living. You made me happy, every second we spent.

And that I stayed up praying and hoping you'll talk to me again? It didn't work. The only thing that happened during 2011, was you leaving a mark in my heart. And honestly, I can never forget it. It's too late. The only thing i'm left with are memories, and dreams of you during sleep. That's all i have of you left.

Can I just say that I love you? I know it's all over, everything. Well, it was over when u said we can't be friends, I know. I shouldn't have tried to lessen the pain by calling u all of that..
When a person loves someone so much, the hurting is greater, and people say things because they can't afford to live a life missing someone 24/7. Me? Well, I had to do it because I was losing control, I missed you so much that I stayed up at 4am thinking how to get back to u, but now i'm left with scars

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Please read your mail, ja. Also delete these 2 posts. I feel like such an idiottttt >.< I wish i could punish myself for acting like this.... agggghhh

Although I deleted, I just can't believe you'd turn out to be like this to me. After the msg's I wrote, you don't even reply. Why do you pretend to like me?
Lol, and I thought you did like me after all this time, I guess I was stupid.

Goodbye. You may block me from everything if you wish.

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no jestem ziomek, a Cb nie ma! :D

MR POSTMAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNN ♥