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I'm lost without you and forever will be. My feelings are worthless to you now, but what happened, happened. I'm sorry I was a complete jerk to you, and everyone else. And you with you could just crawl up in a ball in the corner. You wish you wouldn't wake up in the morning sometimes. You try not to have those thoughts about the future anymore, because you miss him. when you get a broken heart it will never be fixed. you wish you could just forget, its too hard.
Why do guys have to be such idiots in the end. They say they care about you, but do they really? They'd think about that whenever you were to fight with them. Guys never know how a girls feeling inside, weather she choses to tell him or not. The right words could never come out even if she did try and tell him. It just upsets you if you know your not loved. Most of the time even if your ignored..
Just staring at the computer, waiting for that one person that you could call your own got on, or atleast called you. You can't say how much you miss them. They were your everything. Atleast you thought. No matter what happens i'll always be there for you, even though you've completely forgotten about me in as many ways that are possible. tears fall down your face, even though you try not to cry. Your sick of it. Your sick of the people who use you..
Love is something that you believed in because of that one person. But now thats totally worthless too. You love being on someones mind every single day. Having that someone special to talk to everyday. Being told that your loved by that same person. IT ALL ADDS UP. But then your never noticed. Its bullcrap the way you get treated day after day. Its like the worlds out to get you in a way. You hate it so much.
None cares anymore. You can't even have true friends. Life is never fair. You always end up losing everyone you love. Its just so hard altogther to express yourself. You just want your life back to the way it was before. You cry every night because of it. You think your the cause of all the pain and drama. you lose all your real friends in the end. Its like they just end up forgetting about you.
that has to do with them in the so called way, love. You can't stop thinking about them. Its just impossible. When you just wish you were in their arms again, it'll NEVER happen. You regreat everything that you've ever done. It just upsets you inside, so much. It doesn't matter to them anymore, as long as your out of their life, I guess. As long as they can't remember you or think about you in any way. Now I can see how people can get broken hearts easily.
You just wish they would forget about the past. You know its all your fault, for mainly ignoring them or being a liar. And this is where karma comes in I guess, you get your payback. It just doesn't matter anymore. You feel like your so small inside. You miss everything and everyone that was in your life before all the crap that went on. Its how you feel on your insides. None can ever notice that. No matter what you say or do. There isn't even enough space to explain yourelf.
I'll always be lost without that special person. My heart will be empty. Even if they think its not true, whenever you fight or anyting like that. You just wish you could talk it over and just forget about it. It never happens anymore. Whenever you have a fight its never forgotten. Even when you try to do something to get that person off your mind. It never works. No matter what you try to do. Even if its something your dedicated to. You just wish you could find that someone.
I bet guys just think its funny to play with a girls heart like that. That or they just want to use the girl. Or get something from her. It breaks a girls heart when a guy flirts with other girls. So she just trys to get back at you most of the time and get you jealous. It also breaks a girls heart if you treat her like shes just there, and you don't want her to be. Guys never take anything seriously anymore. Alls a girl wants is that special someone..
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