gothik
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Cause every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever.
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place!
In my hour of need,
Ha, no, you're not there
And though I reached out for you,
Wouldn't lend a hand
Through the darkest hour,
Your grace did not shine on me
Feels so cold, very cold,
No one cares for me
Did you ever think I get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think, stop thinking
You're the only one that I'm thinking of?
Things will be better when I'm dead and gone,
Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong.
Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Makes you a stickie***
I don't know how long i've known you.. seems like ages. xD! You are a cool person to talk to about anything!. You are one wise pixel **bows** You make me laugh and our GB convos are so random. So I say THANKS!
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now I'm erasing you. throwing those
memories out out to start something new,
I'm throwing those memories
Inhale truth I plead,
For you're my only hope
Don't lie, don't leave
Mind set on failure,
The road you chose,
Told me, you loved me
Told me no
Don't mind me, I'm only dying
Take your time, I'm only dying,
Patiently, I kneel here dying
Don't mind me, I'm only dying.
I've seen your face before my friend, but I don't know if you know who I am
Well I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies.
A super hot computer nerd who is funny, sarcastic, and a bit of a bad ass.
Damn! That mathlete is so hot, he must be a Joshua!
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
Trying to find my ways.
To the feelings that I felt,
I saved for you and no one else.
Don't know just what I should do,
Everywhere I go I see you.
You know it's what you planned, this much is true,
What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore.
What this means to me,
Is more than I know you believe.
What I thought of you now,
Has cost more that it should for me.
What I thought was beautiful,
Is only memories.
Don't he remember us?
Can't he believe me?
We seemed like brothers
Talked for hours last night
About what we wanna be
I sit now with his hand in mine
But I know he can't feel...
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
I'm close with his mother
And she cries endlessly
Lord how we miss him
At least what's remembered
It's so important to make best friends in life
But it's hard when my friend sits with blank expression
He as hollow as I alone
A shell of my friend
Just flesh and bone
There's no soul
He sees no love
I shake my fists at skies above
Mad at God...Mad...
He as hollow as I converse
I wish he'd waken from this curse
Hear my words before it's through
I want to come in after you
My best friend
Come back!
He as hollow as I alone...
But that ain't gettin us nowhere
I told you everything I possibly can
There's nothing left inside of here
And maybe you can cry all night
But that'll never change the way I feel
The snow is really piling up outside
I wish you wouldn't make me leave here
I poured it on and I poured it out
I tried to show you just how much I care
You'll never drill for oil on a city street
I know you're looking for a ruby in a mountain of rocks
But there ain't no Coup de Ville
Hiding at the bottom of a Cracker Jack box
I can't lie
I can't tell you that I'm something I'm not
No matter how I try
I'll never be able
To give you something
Something that I just haven't got
It's more the actual knife
Pretending, the picture is perfect
I cut myself to sleep
I close my eyes for a second
And meet a fragile soul
I scream to hide that I'm lonely
The echo calls my name
The water drops just beg to hit me
Why now? Hasn't rained for days
No time to play hide and seek
I call upon you to take me on
Break me down to pieces
Put me back, do it right this time
Struggling to fill this empty shell
Burn my efforts in the end it means nothing
And that was so many years ago
And though I know I'll never get her out of my heart
She never loved me back
I remember how she left me on a stormy night
She kissed me and got out of our bed
And though I pleaded and I begged her not to walk out that door
She packed her bags and turned right away
And she kept on telling me
I want you
I need you
But there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you
Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad
But you've been cold to me so long
I'm crying icicles instead of tears
And all I can do
Is keep on telling you
I want you
I need you
But-there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you
Now don't be sad
'Cause two out of three ain't bad
These days turned out nothing like I had planned.
Soon enough it comes,
To tie us down..
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Wonder what's on their mind?
Why do they run?
They all seem to have a mission
But then they cry themselves to sleep
You'll receive what you give
And this is like nothing
I feel like *****
But atleast I feel something
Is this all you're meant to be?
Their marks in the pavement
You've walked this route too many times
What if I change the signs
Would you even take notice?
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Hey Joshie how you been champ
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its Dean from ht forumsNov 5, 2011 7:38:15 PM -
): i never got "new guestbook entries!" but aww! I would but my sisters bf's name is Josh and that'd be a little weird LOL!
Oct 25, 2011 10:14:05 PM -
GOTHIK
laughs ill just leave this here
<3Sep 25, 2011 1:20:09 AM -
Sorry. I hardly come on Habbo anymore! But I am pregnant :)!
Sep 23, 2011 7:35:59 PM -
I cant sleep so i came on here
AND THEN I THOUGHT OF YOU SO HAVE A NICE MESSAGE
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<3Sep 16, 2011 7:01:32 AM -
ive been gooodd! I got news!!
Sep 14, 2011 8:40:18 PM -
JOSHHHHH!! Where've you been!?!
Sep 10, 2011 12:42:13 AM -
Josh <3
Jul 4, 2011 5:04:39 PM -
Hey!
Check your Minimails please. :)Jun 12, 2011 6:50:32 PM -
lolomg habbotiles lost official u suck
Feb 9, 2011 12:35:16 AM -
Hey im not sure if yu remember me but i was friends with yu on my old account .?.stacey.?. . Yeah it got banned.. add me dude. We soo must catch up
Jan 11, 2011 3:51:53 PM -
can i ask you something?
Dec 30, 2010 8:43:21 PM -
Season's Greetings Josh,
Have a fruit mince pie, I baked them myself :)
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Merry Christmas!
Pene xoxDec 20, 2010 4:57:15 PM -
Tag. :)
Nov 13, 2010 4:43:38 PM -
LOL
its like infomercials ... I really want a magic bullet still BUY ME ONE
il get you that vacuum cleaner for your birthday .... in a cake with the 'dana is just way better than you' guy holding it..... in a mankini....... U LIKE??? ;););)Sep 29, 2010 3:06:20 PM -
plz accept f\r
Aug 12, 2010 10:07:57 PM -
Wow!
It's been ages since we last talked. Bet you can't even remember me. Well considering my username has changed, bet you can't even guess. Anyway, how you been?
-EmilyAug 6, 2010 10:22:42 PM -
hey, my friend just opened a new forum group, we admit it's very small but were trying to make it big, please could you join by clicking the link: here and please write on the guestbook that renaming invited you. sorry about the spam <3
Aug 6, 2010 12:38:05 PM -
HAY I MISS YOU :(
Jul 31, 2010 7:07:08 AM -
I'm a firm believer that great minds think a like that is a complement, but yes interesting.
Jun 27, 2010 7:43:01 AM
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