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I learned about heart-wrenching honesty even when you’re afraid of it. I learned about love even from a distance. I learned about happiness and never taking it for granted. I learned about how many lives one truly touches without knowing. And I learned how to say enough before it’s too late. I learned a lot about myself and my demons this past year. But I also found a lot that was good in me. A lot that I just needed to let grow. And I’ve nowhere to go now that I’ve bloomed.
Jakobitz,
You are not only my best friend, you're my passion, my life, my love. Without you, I would have no reason to live. All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together. If I had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to tell you I love you. Every passing day, I feel I have fallen more & more for you. I love you so much. Like, you don't even know. <3
You are not only my best friend, you're my passion, my life, my love. Without you, I would have no reason to live. All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together. If I had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to tell you I love you. Every passing day, I feel I have fallen more & more for you. I love you so much. Like, you don't even know. <3
Hello there,
The angel from my nightmare.
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim,
Of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want...
Where you can always find me.
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas,
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends.
The angel from my nightmare.
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim,
Of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want...
Where you can always find me.
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas,
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends.
Despite the lies that your making,
Your love is mine for the taking.
My love is just waiting,
To turn your tears to roses.
Your everything a friend could ask for,
A friend in need for help.
I wanna hold you forever.
I wanna be the one to love you.
You'll always be a good person.
Your whispers in the dark will change you.
Your love is mine for the taking.
My love is just waiting,
To turn your tears to roses.
Your everything a friend could ask for,
A friend in need for help.
I wanna hold you forever.
I wanna be the one to love you.
You'll always be a good person.
Your whispers in the dark will change you.
when i talk to you, i cant help but laugh even if what you said wasn't funny because you make me speechless uncountable times. when you come online i want to immediately talk to you, but i don't want to make you think i'm like that. you make me feel wanted, and so loved. if i could have anything in this world at this moment, it would be you. i trust you completely since i'm willing to give you my heart knowing that you could brake it so easily but hoping you don't <3
I swear, I have never been so in love in my life then I am right now with you. Nobody can take him away from me, no matter what. Hes my baby forever. I'd do anything to have him to hold in my arms, to cuddle with him under blankeys, to kiss his amazing lips, to be able to hold hands and walk around together. Whenever I hear his voice tell me he loves me, I feel so warm inside, a feeling of being in love. I promise him my heart forever.
I still feel you in the taste of cigarettes.
“I am sorry I did you the way I did, I was embarrassed. I didn’t realize what I had until I lost you.”
“It’s okay, I got over it a while after you left.”
“So, will I ever get to see you?”
“I am sorry I did you the way I did, I was embarrassed. I didn’t realize what I had until I lost you.”
“It’s okay, I got over it a while after you left.”
“So, will I ever get to see you?”
I know I tend to mess things up a lot. I know, I'm a very hard person to love.
I know, I know. I love you so much.
I'm just tired of hurting you. I'm not only hurting you, I'm hurting myself. Every time we fight, it always seems I come crawling back to you. But, I can't help it. I want you so badly. I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop wondering if you're doing the same. Is this the right time to say I'm sorry? l:
I know, I know. I love you so much.
I'm just tired of hurting you. I'm not only hurting you, I'm hurting myself. Every time we fight, it always seems I come crawling back to you. But, I can't help it. I want you so badly. I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop wondering if you're doing the same. Is this the right time to say I'm sorry? l:
I'm adoring you. It's all good. You're so beautiful. I'm black and blue all over. You're breaking my flow.These cucumber eyes are lying the more that i smile about it. How could you know what i'm saying about it? ... When all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways? I don't like it.
It's good to be in love. It really does suit you. Just like everything. I'm happy your in love.. 'Cause every color goes where you do.
It's good to be in love. It really does suit you. Just like everything. I'm happy your in love.. 'Cause every color goes where you do.
Why is it that I cant picture
my life without you. Your embrace has
left me breathless. Your gorgeous
in my eyes, and a smile worth my heart.
To be able to hold you close, is all I want and need in my life. I cant fathom my love for you.
my life without you. Your embrace has
left me breathless. Your gorgeous
in my eyes, and a smile worth my heart.
To be able to hold you close, is all I want and need in my life. I cant fathom my love for you.
wear me like a locket,
around your throat.
i'll weigh you down,
i'll watch you choke.
around your throat.
i'll weigh you down,
i'll watch you choke.
All my life I dreamed of something bigger, but even though I wasted my days waiting on a boy who did nothing for me, I found someone who had turned that all around. I dreamed of this great big love, and it finally came. I dreamed of success, and it came. I dreamed of being happy and healthy, and it came. When I got what I got, I told those who asked that it was because of him. You’re my shining light, my beautiful boy, my favorite part of every day.
I love you Bryan.
I love you Bryan.
Every once in a while this overwhelming sense of love comes over me; just love for what I have, what I’ve lost, what I’ve yet to gain. This love for what I have become, what they’ve taught me; most of all what he made me. I realize now that the void ‘he’ left doesn’t need filling, and his passing may have made it tip over with all the things I needed to learn. But I’ve learned some things from someone who is worth learning from. He filled this void in his own way.
I’ve nothing to search for. I’ve got it. My cup is full to the brim with this tender joy, this cherished heart that has everything to give; because I can. Because I want to. I want to be what you are to me. I am worth that much now. But only if it’s going to mean something. Until then, may God bless each day that I am never, never, never taking for granted again. I want you all to realize how wonderful it really is when the sun touches your skin…
So why does it always seem That every time I turn around Somebody falls in love with me This has never been my sole intention And I have never claimed to have patents on such inventions. Just save your scissors For someone else's skin My surface is so tough I don't think the blade will dig in Save your strength Save your wasted time There's no way that I want you to be left behind Go on and save your scissors.
A person can have a profound effect on your life and change it for the better, even after death…
I am a mirror, with no reflection.
I am a razor, without my blade.
I am the daylight, when the
moon shines, no.
Who will want to make my sandcastle
that's already made?
I feel so useless, do you?
Speak to an ear deaf to my voice.
Look through your fear,
still blind to my way.
I reach to hold you, but I don't feel
you there, do you?
Even realize I'm here am I just
wasting away?
No wasting away.
Living, inside you play.
I am a razor, without my blade.
I am the daylight, when the
moon shines, no.
Who will want to make my sandcastle
that's already made?
I feel so useless, do you?
Speak to an ear deaf to my voice.
Look through your fear,
still blind to my way.
I reach to hold you, but I don't feel
you there, do you?
Even realize I'm here am I just
wasting away?
No wasting away.
Living, inside you play.
I am an arrow, with no direction.
My life your tarot, my picture your fate.
I'm your becoming, so ill always be nothing.
If I ever break away from you that day forth, you'll be living.
My hate.
Oh God help his fate.
I'll watch you, watch you suffocate.
My life your tarot, my picture your fate.
I'm your becoming, so ill always be nothing.
If I ever break away from you that day forth, you'll be living.
My hate.
Oh God help his fate.
I'll watch you, watch you suffocate.
It always seems that when I'm pssed off at Jake or he made me upset, that I come crawling back to him. What we have, is something far more amazing then the world itself. I would give up everything I had just to hold him in my arms, even for just 10 seconds. Nobody can understand how I feel about my baby, because nobody is so in love, as I am right now. And I do find myself wondering, how I got so lucky to have such a gorgeous and incredible boy to call mine. <3
